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there is beauty in the mundane. life doesn’t have to be constantly adventurous and excting to be fun or worth living. there’s beauty in spending a saturday baking cookies and reading a good book. there’s beauty in taking a hot shower after a hard day. there’s beauty in ordering pizza and watching a movie with your best friend. these things are just as worthwhile as travelling the world or skydiving. you’re allowed to appreciate small joy, as well as big joy. you’ll be happier for it.
get lost. take that train. read for hours so time passes faster. talk with strangers. say hello to dogs. walk down streets you’ve never been to before. look up to the sky. go to coffee shops. tell that barista that you think her shirt is cute. take pictures with your polaroid camera. buy post cards. ask random people what their mantra is. go into that hipster looking vinyl shop and support the owner by buying a record by his favorite band. laugh with people you’ve just met. exchange numbers. ask for book recommendations. buy that book in the book store right around the corner. take the bus to a park. watch the sunset. remember that you are loved. take the train back home. hang the polaroids up your wall. continue exploring and learning. learn to love life.
maybe this is why some people prefers to be alone.
maybe this is why everything should be kept only to yourself
maybe this is why things should be kept from others
maybe this is why things are better in private
what other people don’t know, can’t hurt you
this is both for our own good.
so we can end the pain we’ve both caused each other.
there’s always a better way to do things
iiyak mo na lahat, self. tomorrow will be better
maybe this is the closure we’re both waiting, and need.
so we can end the pain gracefully.
there are still a lot of things i wanna tell you but my mouth just couldn’t. if i can only hug you one last time.
I admire you tho. for speaking up, the way i couldn’t.
for cutting ties;
for your peace of mind as well, and mine.
I admire you; for cutting ties. for your peace of mind.
I’m sorry if I’ve let you feel like you couldn’t find a friend in me.
Thank you for being brave.
Thank you for doing the things I couldn’t. For peace of mind.
This is better for both of us. So we can both find peace and happiness. So we can end the pain.
We are growing, we both do.
I’m sorry.
nothing hurts more than a broken friendship.
it’s okay.
it’s okay, self.
this is part of life.
this is part of growing up.
you’re growing up, you’re both growing up.
it’s okay. it’s okay even if you grew apart.
it’s okay.
i think this better for both of us.
thank you and im sorry.
so draining
